Need Leaders? Roll the Dice and Let God Pick 'Em! (new blog post)

This morning I was reading in 1 Chronicles 24 and 25. (How's that for a devo throw down?  I read Chronicles, what do you read?  John?  Pssshhh!)  Anyway, David is appointing the pastors for the Temple, and this weird little detail creeps in.  When they are choosing who will do what, they don't use a personality test, check for who has the degree from the best seminary, or even ask who has the most experience.  They cast lots for all of it.  You know about casting lots, it's the Biblical roll of the dice.  They put the whole thing back in God's lap in a way that risks it all.  Either God controls the roll of the lots, or the Temple will be a mess. 

I'm not advocating tossing dice as leadership development.  But, what is our equivalent?  When we need to provide leadership to one of our ministries, how much do we take on ourselves, and simply ask God to bless it after we make the decision?  How could we change our methods so that we HAVE to depend on God to show up, or we will be dead?  No, seriously, what would that look like?  How would we "cast lots" to find out who to place where in our ministries?

I'm not sure I have answers, but I am going to think on it.  I'd love to hear what all of you think might work.

You Know that One Student You Don't Know How to Help?

I have a student in the ministry who breaks my heart.  They are headed for a ton of hurt and pain in life if Jesus doesn't really turn things around for them.  I've had a volunteer leader try to counsel them, we've involved them in the full life of the group, and we've spent time trying to help the family.  It hasn't seemed to really get us anywhere.

This student has struggled at school, on her teams at school, and at home.  I've been frustrated at my lack of being able to help them.  I've spent time trying to speak truth to, listen to, and pray with the parents.  But in the end, I'm frustrated.

But I haven't really prayed.  Until this weekend.

I began praying some for this student specifically.  I mean, I've prayed the "God please help her to do better", "God, please help this work out", "God, please help mom and dad deal with this" prayers.  And like I said, I've prayed with the parents a couple of times in person and on the phone.  I meant every word I prayed.

But I hadn't stopped and really just begged God to change the course we are on.  I haven't really laid it out before Him and asked for some specific wisdom, and I haven't prayed a prayer of desperation.  Why?  Because I know from hanging around Jesus for a long time now, that if I pray those prayers, He is going to answer.  That answer is going to involve me getting involved at a deeper level with this student.  That's not something I've been jumping up and down about.  This student can be really difficult.  This student can be really obnoxious.  This student can really push all of my buttons, really fast, without even trying.

I was quietly hoping something, or someone else would fix it all.  It hasn't.

So, this weekend, in desperation, I began to really pray.  I began to call out, to beg God for help.  My concern for this kid began to override my own stuff.  I spent time with our leadership team praying for this whole situation.  I've continue to do so.

Later this weekend, I had an unexpected window of opportunity to talk with this student, and God pushed me through it.  I had to be persistent, and really work at getting them to talk.  When I finally admitted that I didn't know how to help them, but I wanted to, it all began to crack a little.  Slowly, God lead us through a conversation that, while I would not call it a breakthrough, or earth shattering, it was a start.

It's prayer.  Pure and simple.  Prayer changed me.  Changed my heart.  Admitting to God I that I was, and continue to be, in over my head with this student is what began the movement.  It doesn't matter how many times I've worked with tough students, I simply do not have enough to fix these things.  Experience, wisdom, and knowledge doesn't change people's hearts, Jesus does.

As a leader, run to Him.  Pray like crazy, and be ready for the change to come.

In you.